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discedo_logs2008-12-04 01:58 pm
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prodigal_axe and Kadaj adventlead
Where: Marshall Apartments
When: Last night
Rating: PG for now
Summary: After avoiding one another for so long, they finally run into eachother. Who knows how this is going to end.
the log:
More often lately, Kadaj had found himself fighting less, and standing around at Marshall. Not 'home', a word so cheaply used not by him but someone else. Just. Marshall. He still loved fighting, and when he did it wasn't pretty. Yet it had become less of a distraction. The thoughts, just the knowledge that it was coming, and when it did it would be fast and bad and everything he wanted and dreaded, all were too obvious, too loud for him to just ignore any longer.
There was so many of them who were wrong. He wasn't strong. Yeah, so he had thought for himself once in a while. So what? That didn't prove anything. In the end, he knew, he was weak, relying on someone just like that, when others needed him. At least, that was what he liked to believe. Or else he'd be useless too.
He had hurt her. He was sure of that. Probably too much, even though he tried to make it up. As for Shinji... He didn't even know anymore. It was stupid to have trusted him. Stupid, stupid stupid. Shinji was one of those guys who liked to take care of things. Fix things. Once he had finished that task, then... he moved on. Kadaj couldn't move on so easily. It probably didn't help that she was now here, at least not in that aspect. Kadaj was ecstatic, but he hadn't expected everyone else to be. This, though, was just ridiculous.
So he and Shinji were alike in more ways than one. Whatever. Could Sephiroth be trusted? Yazoo? No. They were lazy, and all they did was preach. They didn't even try to listen to her. Someone was counting on him, and he couldn't fail the only one constant in his life. It looked like he had no choice.
Scoffing lightly, the remnant headed out of the wreck--not home, not anymore--letting the last lifeless rays of light fall over him. Tch. He didn't even have to bother with being sneaky. It wasn't as if he cared. Heading toward another area of the apartments, Kadaj was going somewhere he frequented more and more often.
He was going to Mother.
prodigal_axe and Kadaj adventleadWhere: Marshall Apartments
When: Last night
Rating: PG for now
Summary: After avoiding one another for so long, they finally run into eachother. Who knows how this is going to end.
the log:
More often lately, Kadaj had found himself fighting less, and standing around at Marshall. Not 'home', a word so cheaply used not by him but someone else. Just. Marshall. He still loved fighting, and when he did it wasn't pretty. Yet it had become less of a distraction. The thoughts, just the knowledge that it was coming, and when it did it would be fast and bad and everything he wanted and dreaded, all were too obvious, too loud for him to just ignore any longer.
There was so many of them who were wrong. He wasn't strong. Yeah, so he had thought for himself once in a while. So what? That didn't prove anything. In the end, he knew, he was weak, relying on someone just like that, when others needed him. At least, that was what he liked to believe. Or else he'd be useless too.
He had hurt her. He was sure of that. Probably too much, even though he tried to make it up. As for Shinji... He didn't even know anymore. It was stupid to have trusted him. Stupid, stupid stupid. Shinji was one of those guys who liked to take care of things. Fix things. Once he had finished that task, then... he moved on. Kadaj couldn't move on so easily. It probably didn't help that she was now here, at least not in that aspect. Kadaj was ecstatic, but he hadn't expected everyone else to be. This, though, was just ridiculous.
So he and Shinji were alike in more ways than one. Whatever. Could Sephiroth be trusted? Yazoo? No. They were lazy, and all they did was preach. They didn't even try to listen to her. Someone was counting on him, and he couldn't fail the only one constant in his life. It looked like he had no choice.
Scoffing lightly, the remnant headed out of the wreck--not home, not anymore--letting the last lifeless rays of light fall over him. Tch. He didn't even have to bother with being sneaky. It wasn't as if he cared. Heading toward another area of the apartments, Kadaj was going somewhere he frequented more and more often.
He was going to Mother.