[ Shizuo contemplates his question for a moment. Izaya wants to know what he's supposed to say?
He admits that he has got some thinking done ever since being transported to Discedo and the time away has given him a long time to mull over things that have happened. Things that he was supposed to do or not to do.
Things he did wrong. People he wronged.
And he decided a while ago that if he ever got back home, things would be different. How, he isn't sure. But it's a start. Shizuo can't help wondering what Izaya has been thinking about their situation too.
Maybe the realization has finally hit him that he might never be able to return. And it scares the shit out of him.
Shizuo presses a palm to his chin, eyes cast down at the table, narrowed in thought. ]
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He admits that he has got some thinking done ever since being transported to Discedo and the time away has given him a long time to mull over things that have happened. Things that he was supposed to do or not to do.
Things he did wrong. People he wronged.
And he decided a while ago that if he ever got back home, things would be different. How, he isn't sure. But it's a start. Shizuo can't help wondering what Izaya has been thinking about their situation too.
Maybe the realization has finally hit him that he might never be able to return. And it scares the shit out of him.
Shizuo presses a palm to his chin, eyes cast down at the table, narrowed in thought. ]
I don't know what to do anymore.