http://staticnotsound.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] staticnotsound.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] discedo_logs2007-12-09 10:35 pm
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harry mason, simon tam, lisa cuddy [COMPLETE]

Who: Harry Mason, Simon Tam, and Lisa Cuddy
Where: Room 309; Cuddy's room.
When: 12/09/07
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Garcian gave Simon some valuable information -- something he feels he should share privately with Harry and Cuddy.
the log:

Moving is still something that's... quite a bit tender, albeit Harry doesn't like to admit to it. The author winces a little at his side when he gets up. It's healed pretty well, but it's not like he can go running off into the city again.

He pulls on his jacket, instinctively; it's damaged, but it's a comfort to him. Been his 'armor', so to speak, since he was in Silent Hill those years ago.

Harry heads down the hall; it's not far between, his room and Cuddy's. He's in 303, after all.

Lightly, he knocks on her door, and he... pauses to think for a moment.

Garcian had indeed mentioned the files to him. He... wonders, briefly. The medical files. What's on them? Something did happen to devastate this place, enough to cause people like Alan, Chris, Damon -- all of those men he met a month ago -- to exist.

Like a starving pack of wild animals with the ugly end of human nature.

If he had been more patient... what would they have told him...?

(You're not a monster.) Harry takes in a breath. (You're not. You did the right thing. They had it coming. ... You did the right thing. Don't go soft again; you aren't the same man you were, no matter what Cybil says. You go soft, and someone will take advantage of that.)

Yet, each day, his defenses are getting knocked down. He's more of himself. And... he has several people to thank for that, even if he's not sure he could ever bring himself to thank them.